=im surrender!=

Dear My Self..
i really don't like d words above..but i need to say it..
yeah,im damn SURRENDER to myself n to d project dat i currently worked for it..
why? because i really dun have any idea how to solve it..
as u know, when it takes to programming, it's just like want to blow up my head..
well..what can i say..it's 00:51 now (while im writing this)..
tomorrow on 11:20 is our turn to present our project..
but i can feel it can't be done..
i just now hoping for any miracle to be happen..
and one thing dat important, when it comes to the condition of desperate,
when everybody seem just thinking ov themselves,
u'll know & see who is really ur truly fren & who is only a 'mask' fren..
really.

=dugaannya=

it's God tests..everything happen..it's all about our IC (internet Computing) project..well,anyway im proud of my group..even we're dikategorikan as 50-50 je kepandaiannya dlm subject ni,but we're keep trying on doing the best..
well,d presentation is tomorrow..we're all dead meat!
nsb baik lah jgk saye dpt persuade dr.hisham suro ltak time ktaorg present lmbt ckit..
1120 am! it's tomorrow..tp rasanya dh tgl bape jam je lg..tensen2..
nape la saye kna blaja bnda2 alah ni..
*sengal kan,tu la sape suro amik course ni
#eh tp lg elok dr aku msuk matriks tuh..huu
blaja jela..tup tup sem depan dh final sem dh..
psni ku ingin terbang dr dunia U ni..
but im thinking for further master or not..
if dpt sponsor then okay la..
tp kalo kna m'hadap hutang2 ptptn nih, alamatnya...
tunggula aku dh beranak pinak nt bru aku sambung..
pape pun..berusaha! berusaha! doakan keberjayaan projek aku..amiin~

= saya nak kurus! =

em..saye di dlm dilema skg nih..cmna nk kurus smula eh?
jz imagin, dulu my weight 48kg (Form 5) then now dh jd 55kg!
msa raya plk 58kg! OMG! ape nak wat *dh xtau cara dh nk ikhtiar*
pnah dulu sbulan xmkn nasik, then turun la 2kg..agk2 kalo setahun cmna kan?
kihkih..im not too obsess nk kurus (xdela smpi cm victoria beckham)
cma nk dptkan bntuk bdn yg ideal jek..
rsanye yg tahap pling bermasalah kt bahagian peha,very drumstick..
(tu la dulu ko ngata org, skg pdn muka! amik ko!)
hehe utk m'ilangkan kegusaran kegemukan, i jz buying dvd for pilates & cardio aeorbic..
nk try, ne tau it can give bit effect,,hehebuleh la pakai saiz dulu..tensen tau sbnarnye bla berat(cpat mengah, lg2 bla naik tangga kt fakulti saye yg atas bukit tuh)..
huu~ nk selit cta bahawa im now berasa amat relieve kerana beberapa 'bala' project assignment tlh siap di accomplished kn..tinggal lg satu je..Internet Computing..damn! it's a crap..xpaham ape pn yg diajar (sbnrnya aku xminat sbjek nih)..project nye?ntah la..yg aku tau present 31hb (sebuk je, org br plan nk blik)..apepn nk enjoy dulu gi open house dis saturday,25th umah chomeyl..then 28th umah mat & syazwan..argghh! rsanye xyah exercise skg kn?hee~

=terharu..it's all dat i can tell=

im jz speechless+'terharu' when saw a birthday card under my room's door after leaving a few days karena pulang ke kampung..
a creative artpiece! amat cantik..it's from my ex-roomate..d best roomate ever..igtkn she forgot my besday..
thanx babe! luv u..muahxs..xoxo kna pk nk bg ape plk besday dia nt..huu~ here's d card..



> sincere thoughts :)


> best ruumate eva! that's d signature tells.


> it's my birthday again.

> pixs ov us..sweet~

=it's my birthday!!=

hooreyy! it's my 22nd birthday today..
thanx to God for giving me a very very good life 4 dis 22years of age..alhamdulillah...
thanx 4 my brother n sister yg xlupe my besday..
adeq (so early,he wished on 14th!), along n abang (slh wish,xbelated jd belated ;p)..
im going to say thanx a lot 4 all my frenz who had wish me me last nite n today..
edy (ruzaidi), ain yusop, sakinah (my cousin), izza, zakuan, yatie, topek, sumayyah, pojie, faeza (cousin), wan, fendi, kak siti & serra..
and not forgot all my frenz yg wish in facebook..
you'll be bless! ;)u all such a wonderful fren :) thanx buddies!
i wish this 22nd besday will brings a lot of happinesses in ma life..amiin..
below is apart ov besday card yg i receive frm ma fren..thanx..thanx (",)


from myzs a.k.a my twin ;)


from sumayyah ;)









from edy..nice pantun anyway..hahah

=im dead meat=

hurm..tomorrow is my PSM (Projek Sarjana Muda) presentation..it's compulsory for all UTM students for doing dis..which is it's a requirement for graduation..
im dizzy n dead meat coz amat terperanjat melihat jadual present..
the truth,im wrongly viewed the schedule..bangang sbb slh tgk excel..
patutla xjmpa nama aku..
nsb baik jmpa si zack..
then,zack receive call ckp ktaorg pnya penilai dh tukar..
mcm2..now slide pn xprepare lagik..
aku malas sbnarnye,apetah lg nk prktis cara2 m'presentkan diri..
ape2 pn im hope for miracle tmrow..pray 4 myself..
korang doakan aku eh..eh..aja!aja!

=an oldies eid=

it's been a long time since im not perform my writing..almaklumlah terlampau bz..
well,im just wanted to say "Happy Eid" to all muslims n my frenz..
maaf zahir batin for all my mistakes..
hurm..im glad for having this Eid..syukur, umur msih panjang!
the best part is Duit raya..mkin besar mkin penuh kocek! ;)
then, on the 4th eid day, we're all SMKASian batch 2003 yg berkesempatan meluangkan masa beramai2 going to Segamat convoi for raya..
best tau..me n my old fren, ain nk pecah perut dgn si pejal yg menumpang keta aku..
asik wat lawak je dia,cm sin chan :P jgn mrh pejal..
after tiring pusing2 at sgeamat, dlm 9buah umah gk la..
we all sume kekenyangan n the driver (who is me) is amat ngantuk..
apen best la raya dgn kengkawan..hope ade lg raya taun dpn utk jmpa they all..
but the bad part, dis year me n my family xsempat nk b'gmbr utk raya..
kesian,sbb kelam kbut pg raya utk marhaban..xpe..xpe..

here i attach some raya pixs.let them talked themselves.




>on d way g umah gummy.gila tgh driving pn buleh posing!







>bersama tuan punye rumah: besah (green baju kurung)





> nyampah..sume nk cntrol macho.trend bdk laki SMKAS.




*nt i attach lg more pixs.internet down plk.damn!