^ini cherita saya^

eh..igt writing sebelum ni yg last..rsanye ni yg last..promise!
i just saying dat im very tired dis lately..
bkn sebab pe..penat sbb byk sgt b'shopping..
tp tau jelah,when it comes to shopping n d person is me,
xde words penat..hahah
today start kuliah..buhsan..lecturer ckp bnda yg xde kna mengena dgn kelas..
tp sy gembira sbb kakak sy selamat balik after spend time dgn calon suaminya di aussie..
ksian hilmi tertinggal di australia..xep,taun dpan kawen dh..
ape yg sy suke sbb dia belikan saya sandal roxy yg saye kirim n hrganye cuma $10 je..
cheapo! kalo kt mesia design yg ni 59.90..pstu dia belikan saye anak patung kanggaru yg ada koala bear t'sgkut kt blakang nye,,n 2 helai baju yg saya kira terbaik ;) thanx u sis..sayang kamu..muuah! ;p sok dh 31st..xlma je lg dh 1 january..1january means dh start la keje aku as Research Assistant..huu~ pasti itu meletihkan..tp xmo cta la psl kerje..boring..
saye nk enjoy je sem ni..no more tears or whatsoever yg berkaitan dgnnya..
tata....enjoy!!!

^2009 Life Bash^

hello diary..it's been a long time i didn't meet u..
today i got little time to spend with u (ini pun curik msa tutorial.hahah)
i think dis is my last writing b4 2008 ending itself n after dat we'll jump to d whole fresh new year, 2009! talking bout new year, ususally we talking what people called 'azam'..
apekah azam saye?tah la..seumur hidup aku xpenah nk azam ape2 cuma nk kehidupan semakin baik+mantap setiap tahun tanpa masuk air di mana2 tempat..hahah i'll pray 4 d bombastic daylife n live happily n peace 4 every seconds.enough.

4 my self, 2008 brings lot of things dat i can't describe (actually, i dun have d words)
ntahla..macam2 benda berlaku..tp xpe..saya ini akan belajar untuk menjadi tabah dlm kehidupan saye..bila diuji Tuhan,tersenyumlah..n dat's d thing dat im doing now..bukan masanya utk meratap or emotional xtentu pasal..stay calm..

n salah 1 impian saya dh tercapai iaitu having my own baby - Digital SLR Camera..haha
sgt seronok..promise dat i'll upload d pixs bla sy dh byk snap nt..i just luv my 'baby' very much..(can i say i lg syg 'baby' i dr boyfren sndri?wlupn xde bf skg nih) ;p

wish u all people success in what u're doing..till meet again in 2009! bye diary! ;)

always luv..
najihah abas.

^Gudbye Sista!^

i was in my brother room which so called umah sewa kt shah alam ini..
tau jela,umah bujang..sesak nafas aku! ;p
tp xpe,ku tahan juga hidung ini utk post kali ni..

in just a few hours,i'll saying "gudbye" or "bon voyage" to my beloved sista!
she'll leave for ausie tonite..flight on 12am but need to check in on 8pm..
lama kan?nk wat pe je dlm airport tuh?
i'll pray for her safety journey n smoga dia amat bergumbira pabila b'jumpa dgn bf dia..
hahah

me n my family nk g airport japgi..
tp nk jenjalan dulu kt kl..thee~
aku xde mood dh nk tulis bila dgr conversation mak aku n ex aku nih..
tah pape la..huh! wat spoil mood je.

^My Spirits CoMe Home^

Alhamdulillah..it's d greatest word i can said for what everything ever happen in my life dis lately..it's just because i had so many obstacles n 'dugaan' especially in dis semester..
u'll know how to blow up or smack ur head when many problems came at same time..
dgn konflik menarik diri dr kem, dgn my mom feet yg patah b'simen + dugaan exam yang maha menguji akal dan keimanan..

but now everything were fixed..i jz came back from taking my mommy to the hospital for the appointment m'buka simen kakinya..u know lah hispital kerajaan, many procedures..xtahan aku..ape pn today i jz being a professional wheelchair pusher..hahah,,klakar tul..
sorong wheelchair cm nk gi race..huu~ tp alhamdulillah everything ok..
kaki mak dh x yah simen, n now she can walk as usual..(ape tak nye, br bkak simen dh ajak jenjalan gi bp mall) ;p

then lots of good things also came to my life..
i've jz got offer from my PSM supervisor, lovely Dr.Ito for being his RA..
what the great thing was bout my chances to further my master degree in research in just 1 and half years..bayangkan, org len buat 2years! *wink* ibarat bln jatuh ke riba..

pastu dgn result exam yg aku amat berpuas hati (dean list!) last sem aku hancur, tp sem ni mmg menguji kesabaran tul..n finally usaha tidak sia2..what i give, i got back..alhamdulillah..
im thinking how to waste my holiday time yg berbaki lg 3 minggu ni..
alamatnye dok ngadap tv jela after bdn aku da sakit2 sbb mengemas umah punya pasal..ahaha
tu la org x panh jd suri rumah, skali wat keje...dush! my back! whatever make it work! ;)

=Last Fight=

1t's Nov 18th..
today is my last fight for the exam finale..
fuuhh,after 1 week waiting for a gap, i felt nothing..
nape saya x risau?nape saya x b'debar2?
ntah..i'll just tawakkal when stepping to the exam hall..
hope everything gonna be alright n i can answe d question dgn jayanya..

ahha,today is my cousin birthday..i called him uncle..(padahal dia sebaya saye)
"Happy Birthday Uncle Farhan"..May God bless you..
im still thinking how was his brother condition (ujai) which still in ICU in HKL
coz involved in accident by himself at Jalan Parlimen..
we've no idea how the accident happen,ape2 kna tggu ujai sedar la..
get well soon bro!

when i fight for my last paper,it's mean dat i just have almost 24hours to spend time
with my bf..coz after dis i need to go home (as early as i can)..
coz my mom in no good health..so itu adalah menjadi tanggungjawab saya utk jaga beliau..
we've plan for going for movies tomorrow..madagascar 2..ntah jadi ke x..harap2 jadik la..
then i need to settle the matters of posting to my younger brother..pos motor beliau..
isk,mcm2 nk kna wat..dhla nk kna gi larkin nun..nsb baik sayang ade..

i wish all my frenz happy holiday..have a great great holiday & always take care..
n to my beloved, take a good care when going the camp..(saya x dpt pegi coz saya menarik diri coz of family matters)..jaga hati,jaga mata ya dear..daaa~

=My Bed saying:"Baliklah Cepat"=

well,d final has just started on d past 6Nov..
starting with SQ (Software Quality) which i can tell d insanity level was 78%..
it's crazy,not in answering it..but in studying it..
d question was 50-50 coz there's 3 same question like past2 year question dat i already having d answers..haha~ (PM Manan,gv me A lah)

then,0n 7th was ITE paper..
not crazy frenzy subject,but d question was da bomb!
a lot! ade ke question 1 dat compulsory to answer ada 5 pecahan
a,b,c,d,e yg tiap2 nye ade anak2 lg..bygkan,cmna skitnye tanganku menjawab..
then,need to answer 2 more question yg pesen nye same jek..huu~

then,8th was IC..(naik gila dh aku stdy,ari2 paper..xpatot!)
haa..dis paper i jz can't see the question trends..
tah ape yg bakal muncul..
n when d day has come,saye m'jwb dgn t'sengguk2..
tu la sape suoh tdo..but dlm t'sengguk+t'menguap tu i still can answering it..
hope Dr.Hisham amat baik hati memberikan markahnye :P

as i said early,my bed keep saying: "balik lah cepat"
sbb i dh lma xdpt landing kt my bed..
asik dok bilik org je..
kalo blik pon dok kt meja..kesian katilku..hahah
well,d next paper was 11th n 18th..
on 11th,i nk blik umah..sbb da janji dgn my mom..
kesian dia..i kna jaga dia la skg ni..
dh i je yg dekat dgn umah..

skg,it's time for having fun dgn katilku..huu~
lalalala

=Prank Call d First=

haha it's d only thing that i won't ever think can happen to myself..ok,just imagine, i juz get my sleep which was can called it a nap only around 6.15 a.m..and i need to wake up on 9.30 a.m to get ready for my final project presentation..then,around 7.30 a.m i got a call..here's d conversation:

Caller: Hello, boleh saya ckp dgn Cik Najihah?

Me: Ye, saya bercakap.

Caller: Saya dr BPR, saya dapati nama cik didaftarkan pada Mercedes plat WLK 6999..ada 3 buah sumenye..dan kereta ni di saman.

Me: What?biar betul encik..saya pakai kancil, bkn merc..even my father pn xpakai merc.

Caller: Yeke, tp kereta ni didaftarkan atas nama cik.

Me: eh?betul ke ni..sy student lg cik,mana la sy mampu nk pakai kereta merc tu..ape yg patut sy buat cik?

Caller: Ouh,cik najihah student lg ye..so boleh awak dtg ke Bukit Aman skg?

Me: Bukit Aman??Encik, sy kt JB skg..sy student lg..cmna ni eh?

Caller: ouh awak student kt JB ke..em,area mna tu eh?

Me: Sy study kt UTM Skudai..

Caller: ok,kalo cmtu boleh awak ke balai polis b'hampiran utk wat report?

Me: ehm,kalo sy gi ibu pejabat polis Skudai ni boleh ke?

Caller: ouh,boleh..tp awak salin no reference report ni ye..

Me: jap cik..(bgn dr katil,gelabah terus cari pen nk salin)

Caller: ok ni no nye: SHA33478

Me: ok encik,sy nk wat laporan ttg ape ye ni?

Caller: Cik wat laporan ckp cik kena tipu..

Me: ouh,laporan pasal penipuan & pemalsuan dokumen ye?

Caller: Ye ye..pasal penipuan sbb cik ni pn mmg dh kena tipu..

Me: ha?kena tipu ape eh..

Caller: sbb yg memanggil ni pn tipu sebenarnye..hehehe (dia dh stat ketawa guling2)
ni sharul lah!

Me: Sharul!!!!

Kah kah kah..jahat tol sharul dok pekene kt aku wat prank call..kalo kt hotfm,panggilan hangit!! kalo ada depan mata, aku cekik2 dia..hehe ade ke dia ketawa gelak guling2 smpi keluar air mata..xpataut lgsung..then,aku pn terus smbung tido+mamai..huu~ sabo jelah..aku di wakenabebkan! ;p

*this conversation happen on Friday,31st October..

=im surrender!=

Dear My Self..
i really don't like d words above..but i need to say it..
yeah,im damn SURRENDER to myself n to d project dat i currently worked for it..
why? because i really dun have any idea how to solve it..
as u know, when it takes to programming, it's just like want to blow up my head..
well..what can i say..it's 00:51 now (while im writing this)..
tomorrow on 11:20 is our turn to present our project..
but i can feel it can't be done..
i just now hoping for any miracle to be happen..
and one thing dat important, when it comes to the condition of desperate,
when everybody seem just thinking ov themselves,
u'll know & see who is really ur truly fren & who is only a 'mask' fren..
really.

=dugaannya=

it's God tests..everything happen..it's all about our IC (internet Computing) project..well,anyway im proud of my group..even we're dikategorikan as 50-50 je kepandaiannya dlm subject ni,but we're keep trying on doing the best..
well,d presentation is tomorrow..we're all dead meat!
nsb baik lah jgk saye dpt persuade dr.hisham suro ltak time ktaorg present lmbt ckit..
1120 am! it's tomorrow..tp rasanya dh tgl bape jam je lg..tensen2..
nape la saye kna blaja bnda2 alah ni..
*sengal kan,tu la sape suro amik course ni
#eh tp lg elok dr aku msuk matriks tuh..huu
blaja jela..tup tup sem depan dh final sem dh..
psni ku ingin terbang dr dunia U ni..
but im thinking for further master or not..
if dpt sponsor then okay la..
tp kalo kna m'hadap hutang2 ptptn nih, alamatnya...
tunggula aku dh beranak pinak nt bru aku sambung..
pape pun..berusaha! berusaha! doakan keberjayaan projek aku..amiin~

= saya nak kurus! =

em..saye di dlm dilema skg nih..cmna nk kurus smula eh?
jz imagin, dulu my weight 48kg (Form 5) then now dh jd 55kg!
msa raya plk 58kg! OMG! ape nak wat *dh xtau cara dh nk ikhtiar*
pnah dulu sbulan xmkn nasik, then turun la 2kg..agk2 kalo setahun cmna kan?
kihkih..im not too obsess nk kurus (xdela smpi cm victoria beckham)
cma nk dptkan bntuk bdn yg ideal jek..
rsanye yg tahap pling bermasalah kt bahagian peha,very drumstick..
(tu la dulu ko ngata org, skg pdn muka! amik ko!)
hehe utk m'ilangkan kegusaran kegemukan, i jz buying dvd for pilates & cardio aeorbic..
nk try, ne tau it can give bit effect,,hehebuleh la pakai saiz dulu..tensen tau sbnarnye bla berat(cpat mengah, lg2 bla naik tangga kt fakulti saye yg atas bukit tuh)..
huu~ nk selit cta bahawa im now berasa amat relieve kerana beberapa 'bala' project assignment tlh siap di accomplished kn..tinggal lg satu je..Internet Computing..damn! it's a crap..xpaham ape pn yg diajar (sbnrnya aku xminat sbjek nih)..project nye?ntah la..yg aku tau present 31hb (sebuk je, org br plan nk blik)..apepn nk enjoy dulu gi open house dis saturday,25th umah chomeyl..then 28th umah mat & syazwan..argghh! rsanye xyah exercise skg kn?hee~

=terharu..it's all dat i can tell=

im jz speechless+'terharu' when saw a birthday card under my room's door after leaving a few days karena pulang ke kampung..
a creative artpiece! amat cantik..it's from my ex-roomate..d best roomate ever..igtkn she forgot my besday..
thanx babe! luv u..muahxs..xoxo kna pk nk bg ape plk besday dia nt..huu~ here's d card..



> sincere thoughts :)


> best ruumate eva! that's d signature tells.


> it's my birthday again.

> pixs ov us..sweet~

=it's my birthday!!=

hooreyy! it's my 22nd birthday today..
thanx to God for giving me a very very good life 4 dis 22years of age..alhamdulillah...
thanx 4 my brother n sister yg xlupe my besday..
adeq (so early,he wished on 14th!), along n abang (slh wish,xbelated jd belated ;p)..
im going to say thanx a lot 4 all my frenz who had wish me me last nite n today..
edy (ruzaidi), ain yusop, sakinah (my cousin), izza, zakuan, yatie, topek, sumayyah, pojie, faeza (cousin), wan, fendi, kak siti & serra..
and not forgot all my frenz yg wish in facebook..
you'll be bless! ;)u all such a wonderful fren :) thanx buddies!
i wish this 22nd besday will brings a lot of happinesses in ma life..amiin..
below is apart ov besday card yg i receive frm ma fren..thanx..thanx (",)


from myzs a.k.a my twin ;)


from sumayyah ;)









from edy..nice pantun anyway..hahah

=im dead meat=

hurm..tomorrow is my PSM (Projek Sarjana Muda) presentation..it's compulsory for all UTM students for doing dis..which is it's a requirement for graduation..
im dizzy n dead meat coz amat terperanjat melihat jadual present..
the truth,im wrongly viewed the schedule..bangang sbb slh tgk excel..
patutla xjmpa nama aku..
nsb baik jmpa si zack..
then,zack receive call ckp ktaorg pnya penilai dh tukar..
mcm2..now slide pn xprepare lagik..
aku malas sbnarnye,apetah lg nk prktis cara2 m'presentkan diri..
ape2 pn im hope for miracle tmrow..pray 4 myself..
korang doakan aku eh..eh..aja!aja!

=an oldies eid=

it's been a long time since im not perform my writing..almaklumlah terlampau bz..
well,im just wanted to say "Happy Eid" to all muslims n my frenz..
maaf zahir batin for all my mistakes..
hurm..im glad for having this Eid..syukur, umur msih panjang!
the best part is Duit raya..mkin besar mkin penuh kocek! ;)
then, on the 4th eid day, we're all SMKASian batch 2003 yg berkesempatan meluangkan masa beramai2 going to Segamat convoi for raya..
best tau..me n my old fren, ain nk pecah perut dgn si pejal yg menumpang keta aku..
asik wat lawak je dia,cm sin chan :P jgn mrh pejal..
after tiring pusing2 at sgeamat, dlm 9buah umah gk la..
we all sume kekenyangan n the driver (who is me) is amat ngantuk..
apen best la raya dgn kengkawan..hope ade lg raya taun dpn utk jmpa they all..
but the bad part, dis year me n my family xsempat nk b'gmbr utk raya..
kesian,sbb kelam kbut pg raya utk marhaban..xpe..xpe..

here i attach some raya pixs.let them talked themselves.




>on d way g umah gummy.gila tgh driving pn buleh posing!







>bersama tuan punye rumah: besah (green baju kurung)





> nyampah..sume nk cntrol macho.trend bdk laki SMKAS.




*nt i attach lg more pixs.internet down plk.damn!

10 Things bout ma Luv Life!

i took dis survey kat mana tah..dah tak ingat dh..hee~

have you ever been in love:
+yup..aku sedang ingin bercinta~

do you believe in love:
+suda tentu..i do love being in love..

why did your last relationship fail:
+why?tak de jodoh (jwpn cliche artis Malaysia) ;p

have you ever been heartbroken:
+pasti pernah..sape tak pernah itu takde hati..huu

have you ever broken someone's heart?:
+iye..aku ini amat berdosa padanya..

have you ever fallen for your best friend:
+no komen..

have you ever liked someone but never told them:
+iye..minat cristiano Ronaldo..takut nk gtau dia..hahahah

are you afraid of commitment:
+never..commitment is excitement!

have you ever kissed someone you liked:
+*blushing*

have you ever had a secret admirer:
+takdelah..ape secret2..

Genius Kan?

Antara lagu yg aku kategorikan genius..sgt hi-language kan..
another masterpiece of malay songs..cmni la lagu Melayu! ;) ape2 check it out..

Mantera Beradu_-_Malique feat M.Nasir

Masih belum sempurna..

(M.Nasir)
Gerakkan Hati… Hati gerakkan…
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

(Malique)
Kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal
Hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual
Resah dan tidak senang..
hidup tak pernah lenang
Ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

(M.Nasir)
Pecah tembelang… peta dah hilang
Bangau dah pulang… suara sumbang

(Malique)
Lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
Teman baikku buku
Bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
Aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
Berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
Pasti belum
Ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
Dilihat dua layang pandang
Tak lah sekarang
Takat meradang
Tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
Badan macam badang
Main acah belakang parang
Kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
Tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
Tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
Baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat
Ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

(M.Nasir)
Awan mendung yang berarak
Bawa tangis bawa resah
Rebah rindu yang terkumpul
Semua birat dan kalimah
Semua janji yang terikat
Lebur disisimu

(Malique)
Yo! ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
Dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
Konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
Positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi
Peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
Halang biar keduanya muka cantik
Soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
Lebih hina dari zina
Lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
Testosterone testarosa
Cita-cita sosa KL KL kosa nostra
Jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
Gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
Luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
Tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
Gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

(M.Nasir)
Awan mendung yang berarak
Bawa tangis bawa resah
Rebah rindu yang terkumpul
Semua birat dan kalimah
Semua janji yang terikat
Lebur disisimu
Kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
Masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

(Malique)
Naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
Turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
Kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
Masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau
Tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
Kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
Ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
Menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang
Sebelum jadi naga, ikan koi renang renang
Kura-kura salah jawab pantun, naik berang
Panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
Risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
Muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
Merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
Gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

(Malique & M.Nasir)
Panjat pokok buluh cari tokong air terjun
Naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
Tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
Kalau terus mati jika belok maut

(M.Nasir)
Awan mendung yang berarak
Bawa tangis bawa resah
Rebah rindu yang terkumpul
Semua birat dan kalimah
Semua janji yang terikat
Lebur disisimuPuisi hati mu… hati mu puisi
Palu hati ku palu hatiku

(Malique)
Kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
Pandang sini pandang sini
Ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
Himpun jadi satu
Mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

(Suara Latar)
Akhirnya sempurna

workless n harmless

bingung.

what should i do?aku bingung la skg ni..
mna satu nk siapkan assignment..
mna satu nk stdy (sok nk test)..
mna satu nk layan psm..kalo x fail plak aku..
mst korang2 ckp, wat jela sume..dh mmg keje ko kan??
hahaha..ckp mmg senang..
tp serabutnye xterkata,,,
aku rsa ni mst sbb otak aku xpulih 100% atas
kekacauan yg berlaku 2bln lalu..
kdg2 rsa nk gi psychiatrist je cek kut2 aku ni ada
sejarah sakit mental ke..hahaha mental illness ;p
ape pn kta dh nk merdeka yg ke 51 dh.,
syukur..aku dpt rasai hari kemerdekaan negara ini lg..
cma kdg2 aku pelik dgn sikap manusia yg still
berperangai mcm org dijajah..malah lg teruk dr tu..damn!
bulan Ramadhan dh nak tiba..
Aku mintak ampun maaf kepada semua yg kenal aku..
semoga kita2 sama2 bertaubat di bulan mulia ini dan merebut segala
ganjaran dan pahala yang disediakan,..amiin,
utk family, kawan n yg tercinta..i love u all very much...

Aku Pedulik Hape!!

hahah it's been a long time aku xtulis blog ni..
bru aku igt aku stil ada blog sbg hiburan..
after i had to close all my frinedster, facebook n juga menukarkan no telepon ku..
mengapa?dun need to answer coz sume aku punya pasal!
padan lah dgn muke aku..hahah
aku fed up dh melayan org yg aku pujuk2 pastu stil nk ego tahap melangit,so jwpannya GoodBye!
taknak maafkan aku?lantak lah..aku pedulik hape!
nak maki aku? aku pedulik hape!
takmo kawan dgn aku? aku pedulik hape!
aku ada byk lg kwn2..
mule2 mmg cm bodo aku cm dh xde kwn kt dunia..
smpi aku yg ada boyfren pn rs dh tggl sorang2..
well deep inside my heart, aku amatlah touched dgn sacrifices yg bf aku wat..
sggup terime aku smula even aku dh wat mcm2 hal kt dia..thanx sayang..
mmg syg rs jodoh kita kuat..
n i'll still loving u till death do us apart..
korang geli nk baca?aku pedulik hape!
hahahahahaha jgn marah!
aku sja buhsan dlm kelas java..tata ;)

"happy birthday"

Happy Birthday to my frenz:

June:
19th -> Chiez19
21st -> sEth a.k.a. Bearbrick
25th -> Elsa Soraya
26th -> Aidit Alfian
27th -> Zed Zaidi

may God always bless you all..frenz 4ever...

p/s: bcoming buffday?my mommy ;) ,sabarina (mommy to adam)..

boyfriend = best friend?

not really..or sometimes yeah..
dunno to decide..huu~
boyfren maybe can be best fren,but when get into opposite,it's hard to describe..
it's jz feeling dun loose someone dat u've fren 4 a long time wif him/her..
i really dunno! damn! God,plz help me..or anyone can help me?idea plz....

long time not text in dis blog..i've spills things a lot n lots of things messed up of me..
arghh! really dunno what to do..after my S'visor come for checking us up, i feel so relieve..fuhh!
really dun hv idea wut to do in office..all d times is game..game..game..

hah! want to talk about my baby..#1..d sweet Mia.yup,Mia Zulykha..wut a sweet n huggable babe! mommy's always luv u darling! hee~
well,i jz want to stepped out from work strees dis wik..
ah,it's will happen in juz few more minutes..can't wait! sbr..1245 jap lg jek.

today i half day..tonite nk g Perlis..it's mayb long journey..sgt tidak sbr..hehe
jgn jeles kwn2 praktikal ku..aku mau bercuti..daaaa!

..nasi lemak life..

how can i think such d title above?=)
perhaps i ate nasi lemak everyday,so d title posted out.
y i can say like dat?
we dun ate d perfect nasi lemak if we ate it jz 'nasi' only;
without 'ikan bilis','kacang','telur' & of course spicy 'sambal' isn't it...

same goes wif our life,it's not complete without frenz,best frenz,boyfren,families n LOVE!
i think dis is d right time 4 me to appreciate ma life.
even we felt we're melted or sinked,there's many people can save us !

even i was broke up wif my bf,we're still being gud frenz..think dis is better 4 now.
frenz inneed is a frenz indeed..i jz came back from hosptal last nite for visiting fyrus' mom dat undergo 4 operation on her left hand caused by diabetes.
ouch! wut a freak to see it n thanx God, her hand is in bandage, if it's not,im dying! =p

so after dis,i mesti exercise! perlu! i dun want get warded atau menderita kesakitan!..huu~
it's such a damn bored thing for staying in office while ur frenz stil berguling2 di hujung mggu..
argh! it'll over for couple of weeks..n i can't wait it! d best thing,akhirnya abg HR bersetuju utk m'berikn compny pnya corporate shirts 4 us bdk2 prktikal..yess!

today im going home..yeah,balik kg! thanx dude 4 always supporting me! luv u all..

p/s: waiting for Holland Vs Spain in euro finale..huu~

..loser..

it's been a long time i desire to create my own blog..and now hah! it's already created..i really dunno how to operate..(jz that im IT student but dunno much bout the blog!) wut a shame!
hahah,well people can learn.

i want to say that my Loser meter is 60% full..where's d other 40%..it's 4 my brave.
i never felt such an idiot n mad girl or perhaps can called it bitch! yeah,it's bitch not witch!
all things happen is sucks! damn shit.

after broke up wif d person dat i hv been together 4 3years 4months 3weeks & 4days,i realize dat we're not perfect.as His servant and human being,we're trying to look 4 perfect match,but d truth is we're retarded!

im not blame myself or my ex 4 dis broke up..it's us..us dat guilty n act in d wrong way..things happen for a reason..n only me n u know d reasons..n i dun bother wut people said bout us coz i can shut up their mouths.

d other loser is when my fav team Portugal dead in Quarter finale against Germany dat myself felt Porto can beat 'em..i regret it all 4 not watching d last game of Porto.arghh! but thanx a lot to ma best bud Ali 4 being updater.

watever comes,be brave! fighting!
=)